Jeremiah 20:7-9; Rom 12:1-2,22a; Mt 16:21-27
In the first reading a prophet Jeremiah feels duped, tricked by God. Jeremiah did everything what God asked of him:
1. He never married and lived a celibate style of life – when marriage among Jeremiah’s people was seen as an act of duty and honor in which people became active partners of God in his act of creation.
2. He abstained from participation in his village wedding and funeral celebrations – which were the most memorable times of community’s life and when this behavior was considered as an insult.
3. He proclaimed boldly that the very essence of the religion which God wanted from his people was not included in the religious institutions but in the direct relationship between people and God.
But in return Jeremiah received no respect and experienced only persecution and suffering.
In the last week's gospel Peter declared Jesus to be a long awaited Messiah who would save the people, and for this he was praised. But in today's gospel he is publically and rather severely admonished by Jesus. Why? As we have heard because Peter thought more like we do not like God does. What's wrong with that? Many of us would not want our close friend to suffer.
Was Peter admonished because he deeply believed as most people of his times that the Messiah would be a warrior king who would sweep the Romans from Palestine and lead Israel to power? This Messiah would be welcomed in triumph by his own people, not exposed by them to suffering.
But what about us? What about our believes and convictions in regard to God, Christ, or religion we practice? Don't some of them stand in our way of hearing God's voice in our lives? Do we still believe:
· That God does favor one nation or race or people over another?
· That God’s love for us depends on how we conduct our lives?
· That the misfortunes in our lives are God’s punishments for our sins?
· That to be a good Christian we need to live ascetic lives denying ourselves any pleasures?
· That we will never get sick or suffer if we only go to church and live good moral lives?
· We also live in very egocentric culture. Everything seems to be about "I" or "Us". We tend to focus on self most of the time: on self-esteem, self-abasement, self-fulfillment, self-emptying. Is this self-absorption the Way to God?
What cherished beliefs we might have to abandon to understand who Jesus truly is, who we are as his disciples, and what we do here gathering in this space every weekend? And what would need to fill that void afterwards so we would not feel duped, or admonished, or empty?
Self-mortification, suffering, or giving things up definitely do not automatically make us Christians. But what does? What is truly that cross that Jesus talks about in today's gospel?
