Our culture teaches us to be always in control. To use money, our skills, power, prestige to reach that goal. But longer we live more we realize that this is impossible. For how can we, for example, control mystery of suffering or death? Can we restore to life anyone who has died, or take away our feelings of emptiness after a lose of a loved one, or give health to anyone who is terminally ill?
When this kind of mystery enters a horizon of our lives we can’t control it. We can chose only one of the two things. We can try to deny it and run away from it, for example, by avoiding any conversations regarding that mystery or by using rather superficial language while experiencing it. Or we can embrace this mystery, be in a dialogue with it so we can be transformed.
This weekend we celebrate the feast of Corpus Christi and we are invited by our church to have a conversation about this particular mystery of our faith, to reminded ourselves what a precious gift we are offered in the Body and Blood of Christ.
So let us start our conversation with listening to the words of Jesus which are proclaimed by a priest during each Eucharistic celebration. During the Last Supper Jesus said:
“Take this, all of you, and eat it:
this is my body which will be given up for you.”
Take this, all of you, and drink from it:
This is the cup of my blood,
The blood of the new and everlasting covenant.
It will be shed for you and for all
So that sins may be forgiven.
DO THIS IN MEMORY OF ME.”
Each time we are gathered here and hear those words being pronounced we do not just remember some past event, some historical fact which occurred two millennia ago. The Jewish word ZIKKARON, translated into English as remembrance or memory means to make something present again. In this context, during our Eucharistic celebration here, Jesus becomes truly present to us under the specious of bread and wine. We really receive him in communion so we can become like him.
Although this is very important mystery of our faith some of us intentionally or unintentionally are not willing to enter into a dialogue with this mystery and to allow ourselves to be transformed. We take the gift of communion for granted or consider it more as a magical event that makes us holly and reserves us a place with God for all eternity. This is it. No more questions should be asked or considered. It does not matter if:
· we understand language and songs which are used during the mass;
· if we adore Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament and receive communion but hate, cheat, and ruin reputation of our neighbor;
· if , without any good reason, we come to Eucharistic celebration late, or leave at once after receiving communion;
· if we talk or gossip while other are trying to pray here;
· if we allow children to do anything possible during Eucharistic celebration with no regards to those next to us.
· It does not matter if we have homily sounding like Saturday Night Live or Comedy Central, or leaving us with smell of sulfur in our nostrils;
· It does not matter if we fully and actively participate in the Eucharistic celebration by carrying the processional cross if we are asked, reading the Scriptures, administering communion as Eucharistic ministers, serving at the altar, singing songs, responding to prayers, and paying attention to what happens, as long as the mass is short and allows us to fulfill our Sunday and Holy Day mass obligation, or we leave from here well entertained.
As long as a magic happens and a magician performs well up to our standards everything is fine and no questions are asked or considered, no letters are sent to bishop, and no new church shopping for a perfect mass, community and a priest is on our agenda.
But we also do not enter into the dialogue with Christ, rob ourselves of the greatest mystery of our faith regarding the Body and Blood of Christ, and are not being transformed by them.
Perhaps Jesus instituted the Eucharist not only to change bread and wine into his body, but also to change us into his body.
Perhaps the Mass is not only meant to transform elements or give us an entertainment, but also to transform us.
Perhaps when Jesus said, "Behold I am with you always, until the end of the world," Jesus was not only referring to his real presence in the Eucharist, but also to his real presence in his people, the members of his body, in us his church.
Perhaps the purpose of the Eucharist is to create a community of people who live the paschal mystery. Who strive to imitate Jesus' self-giving by loving God above all and loving all others as Jesus loves them. Who strive to show their love by dying to themselves so they may live and emptying themselves for others so as to be fulfilled.